Going to Egypt

It had been passed one month since the last time that I've written on my blog, I'm tooooo lazy!

A lot of things happened especially in my AIESEC life: a great national conference, a no-election of my successor, and many other things. So far I feel still confused about a lot of things:

- How is AIESEC in Italy doing?
- Who will be my successor?

- What about me? Which could me my future steps?

- What about my friends? Am I still close with the oldies? Am I going to be close to the newies once that I'll leave from Milan?

- What about my future in general?

You may wonder why am I asking to myself so many questions NOW! Well, this is a very good question! The only answer that cames in my mind is that in AIESEC I learnt how to plan my life and actually I've planned it in AIESEC. But now my AIESEC experience is finishing and I feel confused about me!

I know that I've to come back to my hometown (Pisa) in order to finish my studies (9 exams left). But at the same time I feel that I can't do just the student, I need something more. maybe what I need is a bit more of AIESEC and so far I feel bad that I've lost the AIESEC International opportunity. But in the end I know that this wasn't my way, I've enough of AIESEC.

So, what should I do? I need something to do once that I'll be back in Pisa, but I don't know what..

About my friends: I know that all the friends that I've made in AIESEC will be forever with me, especially my MC teams, but not like it had been until now. We are not going to live together anymore, of course, and we'll live in different cities, maybe different nations and continents. It will be very hard for me. And all my "old" friends that I've in Pisa lived until now their own lifes somehow without me and I felt last weekend that a lot of things changed since that I left 2 years ago.

So, from the 1st of July, what I will have in my hands? 9 exams, a great family (I'm very lucky for that), a lot of friends all over the world, few very good friends whit whom I should re-connect in Pisa, a girl friend still in Sicily and what else? Honestly, I need something more, but I don't know what. I'm trying to plan some travels to visit my friends (Turkey, USA, Ecuador) but I'm not so rich to make so many travels and I've to graduate as fast as possible. No way that willl start to play volleyball again, but at least I will make some sport, let see.

All these words are about my future after AIESEC, but right in few days a lot of things will happen in my life.

This weekend we'll elect my successor.. so exciting! I'm really looking forward to know who will be elect between Joao and Matteo, good luck guys!

In 5 days I'll leave for Egypt to attend the International Presidents Meeting.. that's great! I'm going to meet so many friends, I feel great thinking about that! I really miss you guys!

Well, this is a little bit about me.. I hope that you liked it!

I'll try to keep you updated from my Egypt experience!

Ciao!